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What is this feeling where we must fill a void with materialism. No crazy metaphors this time folks. Today is the 6th year anniversary of my mom. She passed away on her birthday (march 14th) and I was the one who found her. I don't normally spill my emotions as I am doing thus far. Every year I usually just cope and hang with family to know they are still here for me, but this year I was alone. I sat at home and my mind wandered. I then decided I shouldn't be sitting alone and needed to go do something, so I got ready and went to the mall. I spent over 200 dollars on things I didn't need but for some reason it felt good. Why does the human psych feel such content with materialism when there is an obvious void in your heart?


Artist | Student | Varied
United States
I am a 27 year old Art student going to The International Academy of Design and Technology. I am Currently in the process of getting my bachelors degree in the fine arts of Graphic design.

Favourite genre of music: Music is a universal language I enjoy multiple genres
Favourite style of art: Surrealism, Abstract
Personal Quote: Never neglect your Imagination, instead spoil it to the point that your world is unreal


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Redsam6 Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
...sanity failing my to witness being for you thanK
MushroomBrain Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2015   Traditional Artist
Happy-birthday-year-1-husk-VNJ-mushroombrain-tv-im by MushroomBrain  
ididntwantthis Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2015  Student General Artist
I havent been all to active on here lately. Thanks for the Point and the birthday wishes!
MushroomBrain Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015   Traditional Artist
so welcome, hope you will be more active when you feel like it again :)
LfuckinD Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
you're not 26 anymore!
skin242 Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2014
thanks a lot for the :+fav: :wave:
rambleonrob Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
you re very welcome:) (Smile) 
curvytetris Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014
Hay boyyyyyyy
McKMills Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave!
LfuckinD Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the "Experimental Lust with Pink" print it looked great when it was delivered the other day! Looking forward to more when I find what I want!
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